I found out that a friend of mine died last October. She was a model and had yo-yo'd up and down with weight for years and with breast size issues. She had injured her knee last year as well and was laid up for months. Don't know if it contributed to her death. She was 40.

Earlier in the year I found out my first adult girlfriend had died sometime after I had last seen her. I'd always thought we would get back together and wondered why I could  I couldn't find her. She had married a very abusive husband ( not because of me or anything I had done, ). She had made an attempt to break away from him after he assaulted her and gave her a miscarriage. She was only 25. She looked and talked just like Barbara Feldon except she was bustier.

I hate losing friends.